Few Words…
When everything decided to push me towards the dark valley, I couldn’t even find a small enough ground to stand at that point.
With no hope I found my self sitting on the grass bed middle of the night. Asking my self uncountable questions trying to add things up.
What happened and why it happened. I still remember the darkness of that night so much more the surrounding silence. I could hear my tears dropping in the silence.
Tried to find the meaning of my life but I couldn’t find nothing to comfort me. Seemed like everything has given up as I didn’t matter no more.
Only thing that still had hope was my 20 Benson & Hedges.
I couldn’t let them down.
From that moment I started enjoying all the pain I had inside me. Felt like I was getting addicted to the pain inside my heart.
I kept enjoying the pain and so did my 20 Benson &Hedges till the dawn.
Since then I forgot how to speak so I learnt how to write.
I fall for you time after time just to hurt my self. I forget you left me alone with my addiction of pain.
At these moment I let my black pen write my addiction of pain away on a white piece of paper. Hoping soon I will be hurt again to write away another
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Sayf Hussain
